This is going to fast, all of this.
My life is on overdrive. So much stuff in on fast forward/standby/rewind, its hard to keep up.
Trying to balance acedemics/love life/work/friends & family. But hopefully the whole love life thing is going to be at peace soone enough. School wise as long as I can study enough & do as much as I can these last weeks Im sure Ill be alright. Ive been thinking a lot of my life one year ago, last summer. How I was, all the friends I had. I miss that. Like for example: Jeff, Ashley, Renee, Chad, ect. ect. I dont tak to any of them anymore. Im no sure why, I dont know if its my fault cause Ive changed or if they are the ones who have changed. I just dont know. Then I hate to say it but I miss Sarah, but we can never be friends again. Shes too much drama & lies for me. One day its all gonna catch up & I dont wanna be there. But me & her is a story for another day.

So Im moving out of new york, come fall I wont be here anymore.
Its to long of a story & unless your involved in my family you wont understand anything.
But on a somewhat happier note Im going on friday hopefuly to canada with Skipper to get our septums done.
I hope that works out so there can be one upside to this week.

Okay so I havent updated in a while sorry. But not a lot new has happend. I did have a very good weekend though. I thought it was gonna end up so suck ass. Then late saturday night I ended up going to Bri's with Meghan, Brad, & Frank. We had a fire & made smores. But its monday so woo hoo school. Its almost over though. I just hope that I pass everything. Oh & my love life is very eh confusing at the moment but possibly clearing up soon.

Today kinda sucked. Nothing good happen.
I didnt talk to him.
& I got yelled at for my grades.
But tomorrows friday so It should be good. -_-

"One day he'll wake up and realize all he needs is me..."


Best words Ive heard all day.
Ill make this work.


I hope this is mutual.

Today was very good, even school was okay. I got myc ell phone back from the principal. Then in gym with Erik & Jane we learned about self/rape defense, "REMEMBER GRAB, PULL, & TWIST". My mom was kinda bitchy when igot home but eh so what. Then the boy ivebeen crushing on talks to me on AIM for a bit. Hes so cute, & funny, the best part is that he even likes me from what im getting. That was the main highlight of my day, & made all the bad things worth it. I that the rest of the week & weekend are nothing short of amazing.

<3

Today was pretty good. Exept for the fact that a teacher took away my cell phone.
I didnt have to work, & i think Caitlin doesnt wanna work there anymore cause of something with our friendship.
Im listening to a lot of sad love songs. I just wanna talk to him tonite. Then I would fall asleep so happy. I hope this one works out right.
Haircut might be in order soon. I like it longer but, its always getting in my eyes & makes them itchy & uncomfortable, then i get cranky & frustrated.
I feel like talking about my love life so that swhat im gonna do tonite. Basically there is none at the moment. Unless you count the one with Sally Palmer & her five friends. But really, I just want someone there that I can rely on & lay there with & talk. Summers comming soon so Im gonna have a lot more time on my hands so someone needs to tighten it up some.
Speaking of the end of the year always worries me too. The one class I just wish I will pass is global. All my other classes I know if I try I can get Through but global is kinda eh.

Wish me luck with everything please..

Today was pretty good. I worked & it wasnt that bad. Afterwards I went with my mom to visit my grandma for mothers day. Then I went with Erik, Jane, & Justint o see scary movie 4. The story line sucked but i still liked it cause it made me laugh a lot. I think im falling for someone. Im not gonna say who he is but, i hope it works out. He sent me a message today with a survey thing that asked like if i was cute & if he would ever like kiss me, blah blah blah. But he said yes to them. Ive also been making a lot of friends the past few weeks. Its nice.

Well this is my new blog.
Lets See if I can remember to update this often enough.